Sunday 21 April 2024

From Ye Old Blogge: Wednesday, April 14, 2004

Memory Lane

From Ye Old Blogge: Wednesday, April 14, 2004

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

Explore The Issues Of Cybernetics At TEdADYNE Systems!
Big news! I've found that lately I've been carrying more and more stories here to do with nanotechnology, cybernetics, and interfaces between man and machine.
Since this is a general ramblings column and the issue of cyborging is likely to be a contentious one, I've taken the step of splitting the topic off to it's own blog, TEdADYNE Systems. There, I will be able to include a comments system and some related works of fiction I've been working on, and ensure the material of both blogs isn't diluted.
In any case, it's major news. Here I am, suddenly I have a direction to go in, a range of subject matter which I want to make a contribution in, and actually working on a blog which isn't just a vanity blog. Wow...
I hope you'll bookmark both blogs, but if you bookmark just one, then bookmark TEdADYNE Systems blog, because I promise you it will be an interesting ride...
I will still, of course, keep posting here but this is not the area for cybor-ethics, this is more my venting place for things that I just can't keep to myself. Thank you all who are reading this, for your patronage. Enjoy!


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Sunday 14 April 2024

From Ye Old Blogge: Friday, April 09, 2004

Memory Lane

From Ye Old Blogge: Friday, April 09, 2004

Friday, April 09, 2004

testable stuff
Cells choose their jobs, like cops. Sometimes there's a shortage and then the bad guys win. This is a biologically lawless time... %( Also, remember the 'anima' idea? That there's only so much 'thingness' in the world for any particular thing, and when too many of that thing appear, they have to share it between them, leading to a thing being less like the archetype... Then if it's human, you get 'losses' in the thing, like weakness for drugs, cancers, weird illnesses, and so forth. And in order to have enough 'thingness' that means that the thingness of extinct species has to be subsumed to your particular archetype. So how much 'virusness' is there and how much 'humanness'? Will they subsume our archetype or do we absorb the bugs?
Increase the electron shell - decrease friction.
they changed my blog? me? a la matrix?
png and tribes and generations
why some ppl dumb down
why is there no fluoride free toothpaste left?


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Wednesday 10 April 2024

News Brainfarts by Yours Truly 002

Every so often, I find a bunch of news headlines on various services to set off a verbal fireworks. I get the idea that I can write the article better, and then you get to suffer through my version... 

First, this newsletter lede from a news service I quite enjoy, but - they apparently devoted a whole article to this:

School holidays are here. These are the ways to beat hip-pocket movie pain (TND)

"... many adult prices are now over $25..." ...&c. Save money by taking the bus for the last leg instead of parking, check prices at all the cinemas as they can save you money, use a loyalty program if it makes sense. Bring your own drink, eat before going in.

- I say: Netflix. Netflix and chill: chill, kids, or I'll cancel that too. Money to go to the movies? Chores. Chores for money. Yes I do love you but the first thing to learn is TANSTAAFL, There Ain't No Such Thing As A Free Lunch. (See next item...)


This from an ABC Radio podcast:

Can we beat inflation and keep jobs? (ABC)

 Several lines leapt out of this podcast to me. And not direct quotes, but the gist of each line is preserved. This is a longer rant, proceed at own risk.

First, the shownotes of the podcast:

"What does the current state of the economy mean for the unemployment rate and your job?
For decades we’ve turned to well-read textbooks to help us understand how our economy will behave.
But right now something strange is happening and for some economists it’s a bit of a miracle.
They’re calling it ‘immaculate disinflation’, because when interest rates rise dramatically, as they have in Australia, you’d expect lots of people to lose their jobs.
But this time, the inflation rate is coming down and the unemployment rate remains relatively low.
Today, business editor Ian Verrender explains the current economic weirdness. "

- I say:  "it's a bit of a miracle" and "economic theory did not predict this, it contradicts every important principle" and I say "??? Really??? I think what you mean is that economics has been a hodgepodge of bullshit "rules" that economists applied to justify their existence - but rules made from the point of view of exploiting the working person for the benefit of the one-percenters.

- Okay - now to the podcast contents. 

There's a line where Ian says something like "we're not putting enough people out of jobs." Really??? 

Or "post-war, the idea of zero unemployment was zero unemployment, i.e. every person had a job. 

But then this idea came along that if everyone was employed, inflation would go up. And since then, it's been:

Increase the interest rates, that slows down the economy. Slow the economy, and that puts people out of a job. More unemployed people, more competition for jobs, drives wages down. Businesses "will be less driven to put up the cost of their goods and services. 

What? Businesses will always do whatever the hell they want to. S here you also have the wrong end of the stick, economists. If businesses can't put prices up to match their desire for profit they'll just fire people until they reach their desired profit. THAT'S how the two relate to each other. 

The way economists put it, is to use NZ economist Bill Philips' "Philips Curve" that he developed - almost a century ago - in1958. Bear in mind how much more direct influence "the gentry" had back then, with many still running on almost a feudal system of governing.

Philips therefore called it a "natural trade-off between unemployment and prices" but in line with the prevalent thinking attributed it to the "bad workers." I think the phrase "people just don't want to work anymore" may have arisen around then, too. That's all a bit telling...

Let me go back even further, to the World Wars. After war, governments wanted zero unemployment - everyone in a job - because the country needed to rebuild, to regain infrastructure. 

Bear in mind also that a mere few decades earlier was still the heartless, crushing, and exploitative phase of the Industrial Revolution that saw people worked to death for the price of a few potatoes. Employment in the new "enlightened" conditions was seen as a worthwhile goal. Go us!

The gentry (aka the One-Percenters eventually) however, are always exploitative. If they had to pay a certain minimum wage, then despite the fact that they were making a reasaonable living themselves, it wasn't enough. 

First, they needed money "for expansion" on the promise of more jobs being created. 

But then they also needed more money themselves for "management duties" that this larger enterprise required from them. So not quite as many jobs as promised were created... And so on.

Nothing - and I will reiterate this loud and clear - NOTHING - can ever be attributed to the "greed" of workers. Fighting for enough wages and conditions to be able to buy the increasingly-more-expensive goods and services and have time to use them, that's not greed, that's asking for the right to become customers of the businesses, and have a reasonably good life. 

NAIRoU

Then there was this idea that there's a rate of 5% unemployment would keep this newly-created "inflation" thing in check. The non-accelerating-inflation rate of unemployment or NAIRoU represented (and I am not making this up, Ian said this) this "elusive level of despair in workers" that would keep prices in check. I'll just say that again:

This "elusive level of despair in workers" that would keep prices in check. 

The RBA (and other central banks, that's also made clear in the podcast) are trying to create despair by keeping work out of reach of a certain percentage of their populations. 

I can't overstate that. Nor stop myself from actually weeping when I think of how many good people ended up killed by that fucking stupid theory of economics.


We're being shown, in every news article, every story, every movie we watch (thus also neatly tying back to the last headline) that we should admire and emulate greed, hoarding of money, exploiting our fellow humans. 

Economists are driving the economy to produce ever-increasing returns, without a thought to where that increase will lead. The bullshit "rules" they pulled out of their arses most of the time, exist only to increase that "elusive level of despair" to the point where there are only two people left in the world, one holding all the wealth of the planet, albeit in a form that they cannot actually make use of, and one starving to death in front of them as a stand-in for a Netflix movie entertainment. 

The Reason For The Good Unemployment Figures:

People are more than willing to work. But not to be exploited, and not for work that goes against the common good. 

And we're realising that killing our life support system Planet Earth for the sake of someone to be able to sit atop a pile of our bodies and the rotting corpse of what was once a perfectly functioning planet is not the derfinition of "common good..."


And finally some news that *might* end in some good:

Break Up The Firms

Not really coincidentally, I'm going to also mention this TheConversation article. For the natural counterbalance to the "economic theories" mentioned above, this is something that needs to happen. With many of our Ministers accepting donations from many of the firms that adhere to the economic theories I mentioned above, it'll be a bit of a battle to get effective legislations in place, but either we get them, or many good people will die of the "despair" those company oligarchies want to foist on us.

It's a point at which we have to enforce a "stop, examine, and then act accordingly" policy. When two supermarkets can cause "despair" both by underpaying their employees and suppliers while simultaneously also causing "despair" by overcharging their customers through colluding between them to fix prices and wages then it's time for people to take action.

We have the choice of direct action - refusing to purchase at those stores, picketing and protesting - or by influencing our government which has the power to directly legislate. We need to do the latter more than the former, but they are all avenues open to us. I laid some out in a previous article but I really urge much more pressure on the government. 

If the personal wealths of the One-Percenters were redistributed and the limits on wealth of firms enforced, the whole planet could live that bit easier. (Seriously - I tried out a few figures, see down the very bottom of the page.)

Thing is - yes, those companies (firms/businesses/corporations/whathaveyou) did accumulate wealth to get bigger and be able to accelerate progress. But far more research was carried out by Universities and research organisations funded privately or by those companies or by governments than purely in the companies. They exploited the discoveries and made them widely available, but always at a price we can't really afford to bear any more. 

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Here's my calcumalations:

Average CEO salaries range from $23bn (Elon Musk's now infamous "realised salary") down to $150,000 for small firms. Discounting the Count of Bullshit and Jeff Bezos, We get Tim Cook of Apple at $770m, down to about $30m, in the top 33 CEOs I was able to get numbers on. They earn an average of $120m each between them. (Estimated average of the following https://finance.yahoo.com/news/top-10-highest-paid-ceos-110400063.html and https://www.visualcapitalist.com/the-highest-paid-ceos

CEOs of less stellar firms seem to average out at about $200,000, i.e. $0.2m, between the thousands of them. So the 33 biggest, averaged with 10,000 of their poorer cousins, means that the world's CEOs average about $590m pa.

We're asked to accept that we should get a fair day's pay for a fair day's work. 

I estimate that an average CEO's workdays per year probably never exceed 220. (I'm counting four weeks' leave plus shorter sabbaticals amounting to another four, and ignoring weekends.

Discounting those like Musk, people like Tim Cooke are earning over $3m per working day. (Don't believe me? At 220 working days and $770m/pa income it's $3.5m, and even if you count every day of the year including weekends he's still earning $2.1m per day.

Counting the ones at more average companies, whose annual salary is a more realistic $200k pa, they are still earning $900 per working day

We put those people up on pedestals, how good must they be, ay? And yet the money they've amassed could improve everyone's wages past the point of "despair," and as we've seen, people DO want to work. Not wanting to work is a bit of a hoax, methinks. Sure, there are the inevitable "idle villeins" and Lotus Eaters, but there are also axe murderers and speeding drivers. We have ways to deal with those, we could find ways for the wilful refusers too. 

14m people in Australia are in employment. The average wage in Australia is $1,800 per week. That's $93,000 pa pp. The exchange rate is around That means that the CEO of Apple earns almost 12,500 times what an average Aussie earns. 

No one is worth $3m ($4.52m in AUD) a day. 

And no-one can sensibly spend $3m a day if they're also holding down an (apparently) responsible position in a company like Apple. So personal wealth *must* accumulate at a phenomenal rate. And at the same time, world poverty accumulates too...


Sunday 7 April 2024

From Ye Old Blogge: Monday, April 05, 2004 #2

Memory Lane

From Ye Old Blogge: Monday, April 05, 2004 #2

Monday, April 05, 2004

Ingvar Kamprad is the AntiGates
Farewell Bill Gates, from all your rich mates,Farewell the AntiGeek, dumped, no more great.Bad taste will always trump bugridden code,Done by a Swedish cheap furnishing bloke.
Okay so it's doggerel in the worst taste - but hey this is Ikea we're talking about, and Microsoft - taste doesn't enter into the equation...
So now that Ingvar K is the new world's richest bloke, does that make him the new enemy of the home handyman? Are thousands of socially withdrawn home carpenters sitting at turning lathes at home making copies of Ikea spindle back chairs?
Are they engraving anti-Kamprad slogans into the tops of pine bolt-together kitchen table with their routers?
Or - gasp! - are they breeding ever newer, faster, more voracious woodworms in their workshops and sheds to release onto our unsuspecting furniture? "If you von't buy Ikea orichinalls den p'raps won day you chuss sitting for breakfas an voom! - you lend on floor on you ass... Ve sell you new lacquer to put on, stop dose vorms..."
Why isn't this happening? What's the difference between Bill and Ingvar? They both buy other people's ideas really cheap, bash them into a form suitable for production, and then sell them for a lot more than they're worth. They both have design and look and feel and copyright and property patents on a variety of things.
Yet Bill is reviled and hated while Ingvar is applauded. What gives here? Why this difference?
Hmmm - there are a lot of people out there producing software, and crying out that Microsoft owning all those patents is making it impossible for anyone else to make a living at software - yet they're making a living...
On the other hand, Ikea owns and copyrights a lot of designs and a large range of products, and there are furniture makers out there making a living...
Software was, until recently, pumped out by expensive programmers, with expensive managers. Now, more and more, the programmers are becoming cheaper because more software is produced offshore where expertise is cheaper.
A long time ago, furniture was made by expensive craftsman artisans and sold by expensive sellers, then they discovered offshore mass production where labour is cheaper - and the furniture makers flourish to this day...
Microsoft should just go away and let us software houses make a living at softwarwe! Make Microsoft go away please!
Ikea makes a table? Hell, we'll make our own tables! They make chairs? We'll make cushions for them!
Seem to me that the difference is mostly attitude, no?


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Sunday 31 March 2024

From Ye Old Blogge: Monday, April 05, 2004

More Lemany

From Ye Old Blogge: Monday, April 05, 2004

Monday, April 05, 2004

About Buses
Watching the buses this morning on the way to work. You get plenty of time because there's a real bottleneck into Perth city coming over the causeway, right where six lanes of traffic from three different roads try to merge down into two lanes. Best bit of city planning you ever saw, yessirree...
Also merging there are two lanes of buses, merging down to one at the busport there. So I'm sitting in a car which is idling there for up to ten minutes every morning and moving about 50 metres in that time, watching half empty buses going to the busport and the city, and it occurs to me.
I'm sitting in a dinosaur stuck in a modern day LaBrea, watching lumbering behemoth dinosaurs. In another ten or twenty years either there won't be any people to remember, or else what they will remember is that these things once ruled the cities and the land...
I'm guessing that if people are still around they'll be using modules that chain together to form larger units as required, and that once some dickhead gets the use of solar energy right, these units will use electric power.
As for getting solar power right - I mean, at the moment another dinosaur, the modern manufacturer, is lamenting that it takes so much energy to make solar powered equipment that you never amortise the cost of the initial energy . Now suppose that they used their first batch of solar power generators to star powering the process of making further solar power generators...
ahaaaaaa, you're beginning to see the idea. Even if it takes five solar cells entire output for a year to make five more solar cells, at the end of that time you'd have ten solar cells... The tortoise wins again.
Stupid industrialists.


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Sunday 24 March 2024

From Ye Old Blogge: Sunday, April 04, 2004

Memory Lane

From Ye Old Blogge: Sunday, April 04, 2004

Sunday, April 04, 2004

I think I know what a Ninja is.
Just went to this rather amusing website and the thought has occurred to me:
There really is a difference between the majority and the select few... %) Heck, there are even people out there who would take that site as gospel truth. (Are they the "deselect few," in some twisted Darwinian sense?)
Well, take my workplace. There are around 60 people here, all of them programmers, developers, or tech sales and tech support type people. None of them should be unintelligent should they? Hmmm... Let's see...
I sent out a link to this timewaster and fully expected to get a lot of laughter around the office - but I also got one email complaining that his computer didn't have enough space. A tech support person no less...
We got an email with the subject line "air-con men will be in the office" and sent it back out as "air con-men will be in the office" and got about ten "what do you mean?" responses...
Or how about this - I (and about half the people here) walk about in our normal fashion (i.e. quietly) and we manage to freak people out by "just appearing out of nowhere" as some of the clodhoppers put it. Clodhoppers? Yeap, you know them - they're the people who throw themselves at the ground with every step, you can hear them walking clear across the other side of the building, who can't be bothered to develop a decent gait because their Nikes will cushion the shock for them.
There are thus people to whom using their brains is a revolutionary idea, to be avoided at any cost, and another group of people who don't understand why everyone else can hear them coming for miles and then take advantage of them, and another group who believe that things "just happen" to them and they can't help that or defend themselves.
The groups sometimes overlap, but between them they seem to form the majority of the population.
And that shows why Ninjas are so rare and so legend-worthy. They've learnt to walk softly and carry a big stick - and they can think...


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Sunday 17 March 2024

From Ye Old Blogge: Saturday, April 03, 2004

Ream Melony

From Ye Old Blogge: Saturday, April 03, 2004

Some old pre-Blogspot.com posts, recycled.

Saturday, April 03, 2004

Small victory to me, small loss to advertisers

A jokes site of a certain age sends out a newsletter every few days, with links back to jokes on web pages. The pages I get sent to have banners and ads all over them, and to a degree, I'm down with that. They have to keep the site going after all.
But those pages also launch poo pounder ads. You know the ones, they pop up, put themselves behind the page that called them, and bring that page back to the focus.
And no matter what justification a site tries to give for using them, I can't quite agree with any rationalisation of these stupid wastes of time space and bandwidth.
One. I multisurf, that is, I have about ten to twenty pages open at a time. Adding another five or ten popunder buttons to my taskbar is just plain clutter. Two, I'm reading an interesting article on a famous geek news site and wham! - up pops this stupid joke page, meaning I now have to minimise it and the popunder to resume my reading. I begin to associate the nasty website with pain, in a Pavlovian sort of way, and stop surfing there. No kidding, I've stopped reading some major science and news websites because of their policy. I'm not even tempted to click a link with their URLs in it.
Why? Well, that's the third and fourth reasons. Three, I'm on a very noisy modem dialup, and each page I open is a marathon already. Now add 5K of useless javascript in the web page to open the popunder, 20K for the popunder itself, and another 5k of useless javascript in the popunder and you can see how that sort of behaviour gets really really wearing after your first hour spent trying to load and read fifteen pages...
And four, there's a technique for dealing with popunders, which ensures I never even need to catch a glimpse of it - so the advertiser has wasted my time, my bandwidth, their money, and some web coder's work - all just for me to close their window without even glimpsing it...
Yes there are popup stoppers but why should I have to install one of those when the simpler alternative is just not to bother to go to the offending website? And yes the site can justify itself by saying that they need the revenue but why don't they just do the honest thing and tell the would-be advertiser that popunders stink on ice, people hate them, it costs the website a lot of traffic, and no-one retains much memory of them anyway?
People who sagely point to the number of popunders and say "well they must work otherwise Acme and BrandX wouldn't be using them" are missing the point, which is that they aren't working. Just as people point to the volume of spam and say "it must work," they're dreaming.
Spam works for about a hundred extremely hardworking spammers in the whole world. Out of some ten million people, less than a hundred are able to make spam work for them... And for the thousands of other would-be spammers, it's fines and prison terms and a lot of buying beans instead of beef... Popunders are in the same category, a lot of advertisers are paying a lot of website owners a lot of money for a negative return...
Isn't it time they stopped being so stupid? I can think of one roaring winning concept right now. "Catalogs.com" would be a site where companies could put popunders popovers popups and exit traps and entry traps and - somewhere among all the smart-arse technowhizzery, nestled in amongst the stupid banners and vertical banners and expanding divisions - they could actually put the same content, but on a flat website, where people could search and find what they wanted. Call it "we_are_GOOD_advertisers.com" if you prefer, whatever.
Put banner ads on other websites pointing to your product range, by all means. You do need to target a particular demographic after all, you just don't need to stalk them, hunt them down, and beat them to death with heavy handed advertising.
Until advertisers learn, I'll settle for the minor victory of closing their products and boycotting sites which deal with them...


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Wednesday 13 March 2024

(Quiet!) Trigger Warning For Tinnitus Sufferers Please!

Firstly, I'm trying out a "drop cap" style graphic at the head of each article that'll allow you to tell which blog the repost came from when it's announced on social media. If you find this annoying let me know, but give it a few days to see how it goes...

When a news source you respect, doesn't respect you, what can you do? For reasons, being hit with this example of disregard for a medical condition was a bit confronting. 

TRIGGER WARNING FOR TINNITUS SUFFERERS!
The linked podcast has a load of tinnitus-triggering sound in it for cheap thrills and because the producers were a-holes with no respect for the 17% of the population affected by tinnitus. There - I fixed it for you, YW.

I can't stress this enough - without a single warning word, they play the sounds that, according to the various tinnitus sufferers describing each sound, resembles their tinnitus. I don't know how you listen to your podcasts but I listen with headphones, with the volume up just enough to overcome minor environmental noises so that I can listen to my podcast without missing a word from my wife or others around me. 

The podcats producers have done their research - ar at least, you'd hope they did - so they should be aware of how hard it is to avoid triggers. And the podcast centers on an app that you can download that allows you have CBT reinforcement messages and conversations with an AI chatbot. And hopefully you all know that CBT (Cognitive Behavioural Therapy) is a bit like playing mental judo with yourself to convince yourself that when certain things happen, you react in a more appropriate or relevant way to the event than before applying CBT, that you change your internal self-talk in response to the event, etc. 

Basically - think about what you're thinking and doing, realise where it needs to be amended and modified, and try hard to do so, until it becomes habitual and your new normal response. 

With tinnitus, you accept that it's incurable, that you CAN tune it out to a degree or at least lessen its impact, you may have some hearing damage but tinnitus is often triggered by relatively tiny losses, and while you may have thought that it would be the loudest most persistent thing in your life and ruin your enjoyment of life and your interactions with loved ones and friends and coworkers, you CAN manage it. You CAN live well with it. 

But you can also see that CBT will always require some levels of conscious self-control and management. You have certain reflexes for a reason, the blink reflex for example to prevent objects getting into your eyes, the fight or flight reflex; and they can be managed in the same way, but you can't always just keep your eyes open - you have to override the reflex. In the same way, if you hear a continuous high-pitched whine or tone or similar, you have to remind yourself that you can ignore it, minimise it, focus on everything else you hear instead.  

So now imagine that there you are, totally engrossed in listening intently to a podcast on a subject of extreme interest to you, and suddenly 

- WHAM!

a hissing or squealing or high-pitched whine or tone - and there you go, it's exactly the noise that used to drive you to the point of madness to get away from, and if you kept rigid self-control after that asault the show just laid on you, then good on you. But I can't imagine anyone being presented with a close analog of the very sound that they're only keeping clamped down by sheer effort of will, and not suddenly having a flare-up of it. 

When I was in my late 20s I first got sporadic bursts of tinnitus and they worried the sh*t out of me. I couldn't concentrate, had trouble hearing anything (if I was even aware of it over the high ringing squeal I could hear) and all my research led me to the conclusion that I could perhaps mask it with a white noise generator but would never be rid of it ever again. It was depressing and frightening and very hard to cope with. (PS white noise generators = nope. At least for me.)

But also, it was sporadic. It happened at random times, sometimes after a day in a noisy environment, sometimes while sitting reading, and sometimes, it just - happened. And it would hang around from 1-2hrs to a day or so. I do recall that when it happened for a day or more, I'd wonder if life was worth living if this kept happening, but I reasoned that over the rest of my life, someone would find the cause and a cure. 

Over forty years later there's still no cure, and my tinnitus has moved in and stayed. But I found that because I was able to get used to, and even minimise in my hearing its sound, I was basically doing CBT by myself. I thought CBT was kumbayah group hug BS and I can't imagine myself in any therapeutic group. But - self-talk, using what I learned about tinnitus, and creating distraction strategies for minimising the noise - those worked. 

I only feel mildly despondent when I think about it these days, and I still hold out hope that someone will localise many of the several dozen suspected sources and start developing ways to fix or disable them and so free the unlucky 17% of the population from this eternal *crickets* (and not in the usual sense of the word...) in our heads.

The Worst Things About The Podcast IMHO

There was no trigger warning in the written description. There was no trigger warning in the audio introduction. There was just sheer journalistic "let's play these sounds at volume and to hell with the 17% of our listenership who are going to hear that and have it set off their tinnitus! Come on - these sounds are weird and interesting, let's score a few Noddy points!"

Bad job, Guardian - BAD job. I say this with all sincerity while sitting here trying to concentrate on writing this article while dealing with the jump in my tinnitus levels which was still going half  an hour after finishing the podcast to try and glean any useful information from it. And there was useful information, just a pity they had to muck it up for me and others by playing triggering moises.

If you mention indigenous affairs, you put in a warning. If you mention LGBTIQ+, sex, or any form of gender controversy, you put in a warning. If you do pretty much anything to do with any touchy issue or mental health issue, you put a warning. These are emotional and mental distress issues

If you're one of the 0.1%-2% (my best guess after reading pages of reference material) of people who experience epilepsy, you'll either find a very clear warning at the beginning of videos that might trigger a seizure, or else the triggering flashing or audio will be modified. Epilepsy is a neurological condition.

Tinnitus is also a neurological condition. Grow some compassion, Guardian. 

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Sunday 10 March 2024

From Ye Olde Blogge: Thursday, April 01, 2004

Malory Emane

From Ye Old Blogge: 

Some old pre-Blogspot.com posts, recycled.

Thursday, April 01, 2004

Science retrodate

Just been reading the New Scientist, 29 Mar 2003. It's the anniversary of that issue, after all.

As I was reading it, I had a few jogs of memory. For example, I recall a (very tiny) outcry over nanoscale particles causing lung damage, and realised that the idea's again recently surfaced on some science blogs, after only a year of waffling and avoiding issues and ignoring. I have a vested interest in nanotech and lungs, as my emphysema may one day be cured by nanotech, and the finding last year was a bit of a letdown... Still no light on the horizon for me, I guess.

SARS was a big thing. GM crops were being debated and found to be a mixed bag. Binge eating was rediscovered. And email FOAF harvesting tools were just being developed and used. Today, I am looking for FOAF (Friend Of A Friend, or social network and relationship discovery) software for our Sales and Tech Support people. Some technology gets a head start for being so universally useful. One other thing that NS didn't mention in that article was the rise and rise of blogging...

One article in there gave me a jolt. You see, years ago, when the world only had BBS systems and electronic mail (netmail and echomail for all us old farts) was a very avant garde technology, I was discussing with a bunch of people in the States, about the possibility of using Blackbird reconnaisance aircraft as cheap light shuttles. I had the idea that if you bought a Blackbird and modified it for a few million bucks, you could go up, mend or remove faulty satellites and space junk, and amortise the cost of the spacecraft in a couple of missions.

That wasn't it though. One of my correspondents mentioned that the heat of re-entry was a problem. And I had the answer right there - if you inject a layer of steam (steam is easy to create at the nose of a re-entering craft, after all - just add water to all that heat...) from leading edges of the craft, the steam should form a Leidenfrost layer and thus insulate the spacecraft from the heat. And there, on page 29, is my idea... Now I can only hope that those early discussions have served to kick this idea off finally, but I'd love to be mentioned as a "he thought of this first" annotation to the article at least. Damn I wish I had the archives of those old echomail days...

Cold fusion gets an ambivalent look, as do a heap of other things which are again coming up in the news this year, but the cold fusion article in particular caught my eye - do journalists just fish out year-old articles, flesh them over a bit, and release them again? Because everything that was in that NS article has also been in the more recent coverages online, and not much new has been added...

Also interesting - that "bat caves" placed around lakes reduced the number of mosquitoes and also produced around 2 tons a year of guano as fertiliser as well. That the bats were actually affecting the numbers of mosquitoes was and still is in doubt - maybe that needs to be investigated? Why not? I know of dozens of lakes and waterways around housing estates that would benefit from such natural protection. In fact, elimination of mosquitoes around inhabited areas costs millions a year, and leaves chemical residues, and causes other illnesses - so this would potentially be a tremendously beneficial piece of research.

So it's steam baths and bat poo time for me, perhaps I can design a shuttle that runs on batshit and bullshit and eats mosquitoes during descent, and find fame and riches as I go. hehehe later people!


These are random blog posts I recently rescued from a text dump of my earliest recorded blog posts from Ye Good Ole Days of writing stuff in Notepad and using some weird software that basically uploaded your entire blog every time you added a new article or edited an old one. 

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